i am quite hurt at this moment in time.
i have no idea what i'm going to do.
how should i react?
confront?
avoid?
just slowly dissappear from them?
not like they would care all that much, considering how they feel about me.
i am not a happy person and i KNOW this.
do i need help? no.
i have had my moments where i definitely did buut i grew out of it. BY MYSELF BECAUSE I'M NOT LIKE THAT.
i have said dumb, stupid things about people but i have NEVER said anything like they did.
most the time after i did say it, i counterdicted myself and felt bad.
it's called heat of the moment.
which i am sure this was also but .. the way things were said, i'm not sure i can forget.

so yeah, what to do? how to do it? who knows. because i don't. at all.